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Fell asleep on the couch and Doug didn’t come up to get me. Had a meeting for Children’s Mental Health Week because we agreed to coordinate the event. Went ok. Amy just went to bed and the house is soooo quiet. I’m going back to bed. BTW – I don’t believe that Janet Jackson’s public […]

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Tired but can’t sleep. I bounce my knee or tap my foot sometimes but lately it makes Doug angry when I do. Going to lie on the couch and watch TV.

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Amy thought about nursing once today but I successfully distracted her. I think she’s done. She doesn’t need me anymore.

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Children are fed and in bed. Now I prepare clothes and bags for morning. Then I wash dishes, then I start a load of laundry, then I lie in bed and do crafts. Blah blah blah. On the bright side, we haven’t heard from our neighbors yet.

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I feel like I should give equal time to the neighbor on our left. It is a house with a floor plan close to ours, except that theirs is one story and ours has a full basement that makes it two stories. The house is freshly painted and even landscaped. The couple that lives there […]

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Every day cars use our cove as a turn-around. It is worst in the summer when the trucks pulling trailers full of lawnmowers and other landscaping equipment come through our cove daily. Our nasty, unpleasant neighbors on the right side of our house (they are renters) always whip through their cove so they are facing […]

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Just learned that superbowl is only a few months older than me. Very depressing. When I look in the mirror I feel so old and ugly. All the bad stuff that I’ve done or had done to me shows in the gray hair, wrinkles and fat. Yes, I’ve had good things but they are the […]

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Last night was going really well until Doug got a bit wierd. After that I felt tense and nervous around him. Doug is tense, cranky and looking for a fight today. Tommy seems lost and confused, searching for something to do. I awoke with a stuffy nose and scratchy throat. Noah’s Daniel Boone costume is […]