I was happy yesterday when I collapsed in the bed at 10:30. Today we have family session with Tommy’s therapist. The therapist asked that we not bring any of the other children, just Tommy. I guess he just assumes that all families have a nanny at their beck and call. Amy is going to the appointment and I’m leaving Sarah home in charge of Noah. I am very unhappy with this set-up. After the therapist I have errands to run all over town. I don’t like running errands outside of my usual areas. I am missing the “sense of direction” gene and get lost way too easily. I have given up trying to plan Tommy’s birthday. Too many complications and unhappy people. Doug and Tommy are planning the day now.